...PLEASE reach out to me at Road2rl@gmail.com You called after the arrears were covered.
Thanks.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Friday, January 4, 2013
This Crap Seems To Have Followed Me Here!
UPDATE 01/05/13 10:00 A.M. C.S.T. : Just got a call from the motel office. I have until 5 P.M. to come up with the money due or I am locked out and my stuff locked in. Their number is (817) 283-4601 if someone wants to help. Room 113.
11:05 A.M. C.S.T. Seems I am also going through Prednisone withdrawal. I am fatigued and really light headed....almost like I would pass out. The day gets better....
4:32 P.M. C.S.T. : A dear childhood friend from New Jersey just covered the motel through tomorrow morning. I have been going through Craig's List and other sites hoping to find some day work tomorrow and onward. Next task...food!
01/04/13 Updates:
UPDATE 4:36 P.M. C.S.T. : If you all would, kindly send this link to people you know on your Social Media sites and email chains. That would help a great deal. I am SO close to getting out of this. Copy and Paste THIS and encourage them to check things out. Thanks!
This area of Texas is experiencing colder than normal temps. It should be upper 50's to low-ish 60's.
Of course it happens as I am about to be back living in The Conversion Van Of Wonders that is lacking the ability to create heat!
Go figure....
When I was at Camp Scooter:Southeast, Afscootistan I had my generator, heater, and friendly townsfolk. Not to say Texans aren't friendly...they certainly are! However, tolerance for a mobile Sovereign Nation with it's own Energy Ministry here is questionable at best.
I am fairly well behind in fees dues the motel I am staying at, so no doubt they will lock me out, and my belongings in, at some point this morning.
Timing Is Everything.....
This coming week presents some opportunity. I have my first job interview in months on Wednesday, as well as my first visit with the Pulmonary Specialist to get the whole picture on where I am at regards my C.O.P.D. initial diagnosis.
On Thursday I attempt to monetize said malady by going through the first evaluation for a clinical PAID study of some new meds to treat same.
Of course these events couldn't have been last week, when my shelter and ability to perform daily modern hygiene were assured. Nope..has to be just THAT much out of reach.
Why do I even bother, anymore?
Because I think I am supposed to.
I am hoping something comes along that prevents this morning's "transition". I'll be out and about in any event looking for some Per Diem opportunities and support. Should you be inclined to help move things along, there is the PayPal button above or directly to my email at: Road2RL@gmail.com
PayPal funds take a few days to transfer and be available, direct to the motel would be helpful.
Look, do I expect any help?
No...no one out there owes me anything.
Am I grateful when support comes along?
You betcha'! In some ways it has been life saving. Whether allowing your humble narrator to continue to exist may be questionable, I am appreciative of the ability.
In closing, I am prepping to be out of here in the best possible way, all things considered, and try get to my Dr. to see about meds that help me breathe.
Hello Friday!
Until next time....
11:05 A.M. C.S.T. Seems I am also going through Prednisone withdrawal. I am fatigued and really light headed....almost like I would pass out. The day gets better....
4:32 P.M. C.S.T. : A dear childhood friend from New Jersey just covered the motel through tomorrow morning. I have been going through Craig's List and other sites hoping to find some day work tomorrow and onward. Next task...food!
01/04/13 Updates:
UPDATE 4:36 P.M. C.S.T. : If you all would, kindly send this link to people you know on your Social Media sites and email chains. That would help a great deal. I am SO close to getting out of this. Copy and Paste THIS and encourage them to check things out. Thanks!
Of course it happens as I am about to be back living in The Conversion Van Of Wonders that is lacking the ability to create heat!
Go figure....
When I was at Camp Scooter:Southeast, Afscootistan I had my generator, heater, and friendly townsfolk. Not to say Texans aren't friendly...they certainly are! However, tolerance for a mobile Sovereign Nation with it's own Energy Ministry here is questionable at best.
I am fairly well behind in fees dues the motel I am staying at, so no doubt they will lock me out, and my belongings in, at some point this morning.
Timing Is Everything.....
This coming week presents some opportunity. I have my first job interview in months on Wednesday, as well as my first visit with the Pulmonary Specialist to get the whole picture on where I am at regards my C.O.P.D. initial diagnosis.
On Thursday I attempt to monetize said malady by going through the first evaluation for a clinical PAID study of some new meds to treat same.
Of course these events couldn't have been last week, when my shelter and ability to perform daily modern hygiene were assured. Nope..has to be just THAT much out of reach.
Why do I even bother, anymore?
Because I think I am supposed to.
I am hoping something comes along that prevents this morning's "transition". I'll be out and about in any event looking for some Per Diem opportunities and support. Should you be inclined to help move things along, there is the PayPal button above or directly to my email at: Road2RL@gmail.com
PayPal funds take a few days to transfer and be available, direct to the motel would be helpful.
Look, do I expect any help?
No...no one out there owes me anything.
Am I grateful when support comes along?
You betcha'! In some ways it has been life saving. Whether allowing your humble narrator to continue to exist may be questionable, I am appreciative of the ability.
In closing, I am prepping to be out of here in the best possible way, all things considered, and try get to my Dr. to see about meds that help me breathe.
Hello Friday!
Until next time....
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
What To Say....What To Do....
UPDATE 01/03/13 3:31 P.M. C.S.T. : Went to change the flat and the lugs won't move! My hernia is not pleased and I am out of breath. Hopefully I can get someone to help me. #KillME
4:00 P.M. The jack that I have loaned to others MANY times is not working for me. I borrow one from someone at the motel, usable, but it's a little small for the task. Add to that, I have lost so much upper body strength, I can't pump the jack to raise the van high enough. The clinic called about my Prednisone informing me the Dr. is not wanting to refill it. And my cell has 15 minutes left.
Why do I even bother? Seriously....I am spent. This day has been one disappointment after another. Know what sucks about good news? It softens you up for the crap. The posts below.....good news. Reality right now......sucks!
No food. No rent. No insurance. No meds. No cash. No road service.
Hope is flickering.......
UPDATE 10:06 P.M. C.S.T. : Tire finally changed and road ready. Don't have nearly enough to hold on to the room, so tomorrow I get locked out and most of my stuff stuck inside. The clinic wants me to come and get a different med, one which I have to scrounge up the co-pay IF I can get over there. It's a steroid you inhale, as opposed to taking orally. And I still have to get a nebulizer for the twice daily treatments. My chest is tightening up already.......
UPDATE 01/03/13 : I just now got through the first round of being qualified to be a lab rat for a C.O.P.D. study. Pays cash, and it comes with a really nice cage with a built in "PX90 Certified" Exercise Wheel! No money yet though.........
UPDATE 2:21 P.M. C.S.T.: Got my first job interview in a LONG time!!! It's this coming Wednesday in Ft. Worth. Full time with bonuses! A sliver of sunlight! Just have to be able to hold on until then. Wish me luck! And a special "Thanks" to Sandra and Joel for giving me some assistance. It helps TONS!!!
5:25 A.M. C.S.T. :
It's all coming apart. Wasn't held all that well together anyway.
Down to my last 2 prednisone pills which keeps my lungs in check. My bank account is about to implode due to a shortage of $.56 and a pending withdrawal. The van has a flat tire, very little gas, and the heat doesn't work.. It's 32° outside and temps are expected to be, maybe, mid 40s.
No returned calls or emails for the jobs I applied for. Nothing in PayPal...or my pocket.
Unless I can convince the motel owners otherwise, I will be locked out of the room in a few hours. I owe somewhere around $100.00 for the last few days.
I give up.
I left New Jersey with high hopes. Texas offers a LOT! The economy here is pretty strong. (We'll see how that holds up after the devastation around the corner from the awful "Fiscal Cliff" deal made last night) As noted prior, I found work very quickly, only to lose it when taken ill and my C.O.P.D. introduced itself with vigor, and a side of Pneumonia.
If you have read through my blog, you'll see that I tried to keep my head up and optimistic. Even after being hospitalized twice in 3 days in November I looked to the future....hoping for and trying to achieve a better life for myself.
Under my own power and efforts. Be productive and vital.
I'm throwing my hands up....the towel in the ring....raising the white flag. I'm in worse shape than I was one year ago, with nothing on the horizon to moving myself along. Perhaps my new condition is my ticket out. Two pills, two days, left before it takes control.
Bleh...I'm just rambling now.
Not sure why I am compelled to write this, let alone anyone taking the time to read it. On my part, it's half "boo hoo" and half keeping my followers up to date. Not quite a "Good Bye" yet. And no, not suicidal...just losing my will to keep, keeping on.
The sun isn't even up yet, and my day is pretty much over.
que sera
4:00 P.M. The jack that I have loaned to others MANY times is not working for me. I borrow one from someone at the motel, usable, but it's a little small for the task. Add to that, I have lost so much upper body strength, I can't pump the jack to raise the van high enough. The clinic called about my Prednisone informing me the Dr. is not wanting to refill it. And my cell has 15 minutes left.
Why do I even bother? Seriously....I am spent. This day has been one disappointment after another. Know what sucks about good news? It softens you up for the crap. The posts below.....good news. Reality right now......sucks!
No food. No rent. No insurance. No meds. No cash. No road service.
Hope is flickering.......
UPDATE 10:06 P.M. C.S.T. : Tire finally changed and road ready. Don't have nearly enough to hold on to the room, so tomorrow I get locked out and most of my stuff stuck inside. The clinic wants me to come and get a different med, one which I have to scrounge up the co-pay IF I can get over there. It's a steroid you inhale, as opposed to taking orally. And I still have to get a nebulizer for the twice daily treatments. My chest is tightening up already.......
UPDATE 01/03/13 : I just now got through the first round of being qualified to be a lab rat for a C.O.P.D. study. Pays cash, and it comes with a really nice cage with a built in "PX90 Certified" Exercise Wheel! No money yet though.........
UPDATE 2:21 P.M. C.S.T.: Got my first job interview in a LONG time!!! It's this coming Wednesday in Ft. Worth. Full time with bonuses! A sliver of sunlight! Just have to be able to hold on until then. Wish me luck! And a special "Thanks" to Sandra and Joel for giving me some assistance. It helps TONS!!!
5:25 A.M. C.S.T. :
It's all coming apart. Wasn't held all that well together anyway.
Down to my last 2 prednisone pills which keeps my lungs in check. My bank account is about to implode due to a shortage of $.56 and a pending withdrawal. The van has a flat tire, very little gas, and the heat doesn't work.. It's 32° outside and temps are expected to be, maybe, mid 40s.
No returned calls or emails for the jobs I applied for. Nothing in PayPal...or my pocket.
Unless I can convince the motel owners otherwise, I will be locked out of the room in a few hours. I owe somewhere around $100.00 for the last few days.
I give up.
I left New Jersey with high hopes. Texas offers a LOT! The economy here is pretty strong. (We'll see how that holds up after the devastation around the corner from the awful "Fiscal Cliff" deal made last night) As noted prior, I found work very quickly, only to lose it when taken ill and my C.O.P.D. introduced itself with vigor, and a side of Pneumonia.
If you have read through my blog, you'll see that I tried to keep my head up and optimistic. Even after being hospitalized twice in 3 days in November I looked to the future....hoping for and trying to achieve a better life for myself.
Under my own power and efforts. Be productive and vital.
I'm throwing my hands up....the towel in the ring....raising the white flag. I'm in worse shape than I was one year ago, with nothing on the horizon to moving myself along. Perhaps my new condition is my ticket out. Two pills, two days, left before it takes control.
Bleh...I'm just rambling now.
Not sure why I am compelled to write this, let alone anyone taking the time to read it. On my part, it's half "boo hoo" and half keeping my followers up to date. Not quite a "Good Bye" yet. And no, not suicidal...just losing my will to keep, keeping on.
The sun isn't even up yet, and my day is pretty much over.
que sera
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